LONDOOON!

This has all been so crazy since i got here, we stayed with Norweigen songwriters in Liverpool and we wrote and recorded a song, then we got a five and a half hour megabus to london to see and meet Twenty Twenty, there really really sweet, so were so excited for June.

On the megabus i went to use the toilet and opened the door to find a large women bent over wiping...Im scarred for life

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'M SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!
I'm going to England for a while, My head is all over the place.
I'm thinking will this be good, bad?
Will I be good, bad?
I'm packed since yesterday because I was that excited!
I hope I have enough money,
I hope I get my Phone fixed before I get my plane.
I hope I dont forget anything
I hope I dont loose my voice when I'm over there
I gotta go to the Doctor in the morning and get some stuff for my vocals
I think I need glasses too

wow, that's just a fraction of what's going on in my brain right now

Oh, something tells me
I'm never gone live this one down
But I'll try
I'm gonna need a quick hand,
A sharp eye, a smooth talker
Just to play this one out to the very end.

And this is where you come in
I know, that I could count on you to walk me through
And I'm making sure that anyone whos anyone
Can be the someone that they've always wanted to.

If I couldn't get away with anything
Then how in the hell did I get here
Say something. Say something. Say anything.
You were never the one to have something to say.
Say something. say something. say anything.

I've seen the best and worst of you
But we're sticking through
Cause the without all of the ups and downs
We've been through
You know that its true
That I could get really sick and tired of you.

Hello...................Monroe!

Just four more days until Me and Rona can get our asses to England and write some more songs and get things started, I am so so so excited, I'm playing my Piano and singing any chance I get, My voice keeps going and I think its a mental thing, My voice always goes when I need it most, so I'm trying to block out the nerves!

I need my Nokia E63 phone Back so I can keep updating this and Facebook and Twitter while I'm over there so I can remember everything I'm doing. Meteor are so slow at fixing things.

Other news is I was out last night at a Moshspace anniversary gig, It was sweet
Red Enemy are amazing, each and every member are talented. There music makes me go weak at the knee's haha.

http://www.myspace.com/redenemymetal

Oh and got inside info about something I was wondering about last night from a girl who was stirring shit like a chef stirring a pot full of faeces, It was great! haha

I'm gonna rock this town and run it down
I'm gonna take it to the sky
I'm runnin out on time I'm gonna make it mine
I never felt so high
Coz we know that we can do this on our own
Gonna rock this town
Gonna rock this town tonight

Dream a little of me

I keep having the same sequence of dreams and its driving me mad
There nice and I wake up and then I go back asleep and there even nicer and its bringing up the past, really good times when I was like 16/17 and then I go back asleep again and it will be horrific, like things I never ever want to see.
I'd love to know what these mean, I need them to stop, even the nice ones, because its not good.

I think it could mean that conflict of some sort with the people/person I'm having these dreams about should be resolved.
I'd like it to

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

This town is ours

I went out for Mark's 21st the other night and was with such good people,
Had a bottle of rose wine before i left, I felt good and when i got there i had a Pitcher of Cider...oh dear.

We had a sweet time in the Woolshed and then headed to Antics.
Had so much fun and then when me and Sean were leaving we went to McDonalds and there was Two girls shouting and i took no notice, I looked at them and I didn't recognise them even though they kept shouting my name.
I walked by them in McDonalds and they didn't even make eye contact and didn't dare open there mouth so they waited until me and Sean were a good bit down the road for them to be shouting "Aimee, you're rotten!" I didn't bother saying anything, just kept walking and I think because I didn't turn around that made them more angry haha.

They were like "Aimee, you are a shit model...em...Your Pauls Boutique bag is horrible, Your Converse are gay!" and after all that one of them let out a huge growl to show how annoyed she was that she wasn't getting any sort of rise out of me hahahahha.
We still ignored them and after all that screaming they did I think I got the better of them in more ways then one and i didn't have to strain my voice or say anything, I was just being me

The best part is I'm already ahead of them two random girls because I've gotten under there skin so much that they felt angered by me for some reason.
In theory this should have ruined my night or knocked my confidence in some way but I loved it, I just love how I've never seen them before but they knew me and didn't like me and they've never met me.

Dublin is such a small place.

I'm gonna tell you right now
Were gonna make it in this town
And when our eyes are heavy
Were gonna keep it steady
All our sights are set on the above
When the push comes to the shove
We have such divine inhibitions
I'm gonna tell you and you will listen

And for what it's worth
It sure as hell ain't worth a lot

Were gonna keep sleeping on these rooftops
And you'll never get us down, and you'll never get me down
Were gonna keep singing all our own songs
And you'll never get us down, and you'll never get me down

New Year Ups & Downs

So glad its the new year, I'm so excited to get into it,
My life seems so good now, I'm scared when a flaw will appear. I don't know how much I'm allowed to say about "My career" if I am going to call it that, All I know is there is going to be much change and I'm half scared half excited.

It's a new band with a Girl called Rona, she is a cutie and so so sweet and of course very talented, We are going to be going to England a lot and playing gigs, recording and all sorts. This has come out of nowhere and everything is happening so fast and almost everything else is staying strong too,
Like college, They don't mind about the time I'm missing as I'm there for music.

My job, they are being so so good and are happy to give me the time I want off and still give me my job any time I'm here.

I'm missing important events for my closest friends over this band and they understand that I need to do this and there happy for me.

The only minor problem is living here, Some people are....I don't know about this opportunity. I've heard things back from about me saying I don't deserve this or I'm selling out as It's not as independent as my old band I Fight Crime was.

I can only make myself happy. I think Dublin, or Ireland in general is very small and Chinese whispers is something Irish people can come across a lot.

But I'm waaay too excited for that to take over.

Aimee Monroe <3