Still Stranded

Yeeep, Still stranded, were hopin we'll get our flight home on Wednesday, but I cant see that going ahead.
The Millionaires are stranded here too so we had a Party in Charlies house last night
we were wasted, it was fun, we danced to cheesy music, They are like 3 little dolls, they are very sweet, took my mind off missing home for a bit

we all went shoppin today...I went window shopping coz i have hardly any money left
This is draining all of us, its really frustrating.

I have no other news then that
SOME ONE RESCUE ME AND DROP ME OFF AT SEANS HOUSE! :(

Here's some of our pictures any way
We got pretty confused in this lol

STRANDED!

I'M STRANDED!!!
haha well...no not really
Me and Rona cant get our flight home because its cancelled due to the Volcanic ash
(someone needs like a really big ladder to get up into the sky with a hoover)
so we could be over here for another week, this is not good
yeah we could get some work done, maybe get a photoshoot in there or something
but I'm in my final year in college and I have a job, I need to be earning money and doing exams

So i think the photoshoots and the rest of recording has got to wait
I think were gonna try get a ferry, so please god it wont be booked up
Runnin out of clean clothes and money.
Its really nice out today I think I might wander around London

and one more thing, coz i cant resist
I MISS SEAN SO MUCH! AAAAHHHH!
ok..gayness on the internet over!




now you told me on a sunday
that it wasn't ganna work
i tried to cry myself to sleep
cause it was supposed to hurt

we stand next to the fire
as the flame was burning out
i know what you were thinking
before you say it aloud

don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not even breaking
you're not worth the time that this is taking

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie
oh
everytime you lie

i woke up the next morning
with a smile on my face
and a long list of gentlemen
happy to take your place
much classier less trashier
then who you prove to be

how longs it ganna take before
you see that shes no me
oh no

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie

and i no way?
will be feeling no more embrace?
that's the price you pay
for your mistake
goodye to ??

so don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not ganna listen

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie
ooh
everytime you lie

don't say you're sorry
ooh yeah
don't say you're sorry
oooh

the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie

Things just couldn't be better

I am currently in Wales working with our new producer, writing and recording songs is so fun
I love spending all this time with Rona, It's a really cool change of pace from the last band I was in
This time Its a band with my best friend and I can say what I want and do what I want. I Fight Crime was so fun though, I loved it, Just didn't work out, I came into a band of people who were already best friends, kinda awkward, but they are all nice guys. Love Marko, he's hilarious!



Today is so good, its so sunny out and im sittin here in Dowd's (our producer) house, cuddlin on the couch with Rona,
were hungover from the night before and were full from our KFC breakfast haha.
We've been working hard then going out and getting wasted with great people. I love Wales so much I'm pretty sure I'd move here and be happy.
Last night was wild (a word they use over here alot haha)
We went to a pop punk club and they played the best music, they played Alive with the glory of love by Say Anything, me and Rona nearly had a seizure when we heard it haha. We danced our faces off, then walked back and tried preventin a row with a ginger punk who thought he was so badass, it was just really funny. Everyone seems to love our accents here with is gas, coz my accent especialy is gross..fuckin Blanchardstown <3

The track we're working on is almost one of our favourites,we gotta record another one tomorrow..or later, not too sure.
All I've been doing since i got here is eat and drink rubbish, dorritos, chocolate desserts, KFC, chinese, wine, southern comfort, cherry coke, you name it, if its got more then 500 calories in it, Its in my belly, the thing is..I lost weight since i got here...how did that happen? I have a good metabolism i guess haha.

So the message I want to put across today is
I love my life, I am having so much fun
Things just couldn't be better


Things just Couldn't be better
Dont lie, i dont need this
i wish i was a liar so i could just deny what i'm seeing
why wont you say what you mean

You dont know what i'm thinking
so dont pretened your reading my mind
you dont know what im feelin inside
why cant you mean what you say

WHATCHA ON ABOUT
tellin me ya need me
I dont believe it
WHATCHA ON ABOUT
tellin me ya need me
I'll bottle it up and tell myself
THINGS JUST COULDN'T BE BETTER

Thing

Telephone!

Spending the night with Rona, I always alwaaays have the best laugh with her.
Tonight we recorded a cover of Telephone by Lady GaGa and Beyonce, we recorded it in her bathroom haha.



Today has been really good
Played piano all morning,
went and recorded vocals for a bands ep, I've never heard of them till now
there called Remove The Oxygen
there really really good and so nice.

I cooked Rona a nice meal, because I'm a good wife like that
Then we watched 500 days of summer, Broke my fuckin heart haha.

Thats all really
I'm boring today
zzzz


CHECK OUT OUR COVER!
MWAAH!


Sit tight, I'm going to need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat

And I believe
This may call for a proper introduction
And well, don't you see?
I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause! Applause! No, wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe
This may call for a proper introduction
And well, don't you see?
I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives

I'm actually Massacring you in my head!

Its about 5:30 in the morning and i cant sleep, when I'm up this late my mind goes wild and i cant help but think about the mistakes i made, or things with my life, or conflict with people

I never take people's warnings, I always have to find out for myself what a person is like and I'll make my own judgement then, Unfortunately for me I have the worst judge of character
I could meet Hitler tomorrow and be like "Ah he's a lovely bloke isn't he?"

I have trusted good and bad people
But your not always gonna get someone who respects your trust
I have put my time and efforts into projects and people and had my time wasted
and even worse.
The thing that gets me the most is, I can never have your average conflict with people
It can never be like "ah it didn't work out with me and him" or "those people just ain't my cup of tea"
NO it has to be done to death to the point where I'll never regain what i had with these people again
and at the same time I know these people where never for me, This is why we are not friends and theres a reason they all hang around together, so they can be cunts together
It goes back to that whole "Everything happens for a reason" shite
It's just shit that you actually have to go through.

In one breath I wanna try end all the conflict i have and get along with these people, then in the next breath i want to kick them all to death coz they've annoyed me that much, But then that's silly because unfortunately Life isn't all getting along with everyone, theres always gonna be someone who doesn't like you

and my advice to whoever is reading this...because you will have experienced someone not liking you, or falling out with people
If you look at the past, accept it and move on, these people wont phase you anymore
and if that's not enough keep all the physical abuse you want to give them in a mental format haha

My little message to the people i hate but have to deal with seeing is
Just hope ya's know that when I'm smiling at you, nodding at you...I'm actually Massacring you in my head! Hehe!
:)



Did you know that there are people in the world
Annoyed with all the other people in the world
And of all these angry people in the world
I am the angriest boy

When I was spat unto the earth in a stream of guts
My mother nature that green eyed slut
I wasn't the first to get forced from her cunt
One to whom I still shall stay stuck.
Staring from a cradle my eyes take in
The baby speak of my brain-dead kin
The goo-goo goggles reflecting the grin
of a chub-faced alien anekatips.com

Well if you think I'm being harsh,
Well baby keep on counting stars

Cause I hate everyone,
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
Upon this cursed earth

Then I grew a few hairs where the sun don't shine
Packed me in a classroom to count the time
Studying the history of mens mind
Chasing tail and committing hate crimes
Recipe Girl with the gas-guzzlers
Forced myself to fall in love with her
She so strung out, she swore it never occurred
The honky king when back on his word

The next one did the same
The blind leading the lame
Together now
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
Upon this cursed earth

I hate actors who seem genuine
i hate my ex girlfriend, though she's feminine
I hate the figure with the denim shink
I hate everyone
I hate the hospital in texas
I hate the rapper in the lexus
I hate the pills I ate for breakfast

I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone

Cause, Admired in hypocrisy (ow)
Yet I'm still down with J.C (hey)
I guess that everyone includes me
And that's why I'm an humanist

Fetus in a puddle of its own shit!

I have this friend called Colm Lindsey
and I met him in college
and he is the FUNNIEST man I have ever met,
I am proud to say he is
a loyal friend and he has always been there for me.
He has gotten me through the hardest times in my life
From the end of a serious relationship and everything that went along with that
to Family members and friends dying.
We'd skip college and go to random cafes or go to Liffey Valley and get KFC and just talk, mess, have a laugh.

You know you have those friends that do different things to help solve a problem
when your down or need advice, Colm starts off by slagging that person who has hurt me so bad that if that person heard what he was saying they'd either have to go see a councillor or just commit suicide, and then after he makes me laugh to the point where I need my inhaler
he solves the problem in the most logical way possible.

I can say that he can do no wrong in my eyes
I absolutely love him
I hope other people are as lucky as me




It's really important to have people who you can say anything to, now I mean even the weirdest things on your mind. I hope everyone finds a friend like that.

My My! how we have grown up haha

Will sing for shoes!

I NEED THESE IN MY LIFE!
Iron Fist shoes are stunning!
I need loads of money! :(

Amy Winehouse would be an idol for me
She is extremely talented and now that's shes clean for the past six months
her record label have announced that the troubled star will release her highly-anticipated third album some time next year.

Island Records said that she has been writing and recording new material “in fits and starts”.

well that's enough to get me really excited for it!
YES!
She looks great now


Maybe not so great before haha!


Her lyrics are unbelievable

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone

What the fuck are you supposed to do?

What a babe, I love FRONT Magazine
I love what its all about, It really has something for men and women in there.
Vicky Blows is absolutely Incredible looking too.
The sex appeal inspires me sometimes

In other news, still thinking of a new band name
Goin back over to England next Tuesday for almost two weeks, gonna get loads of stuff done.
Excited to get our Promo Pics taken.
I need to cut and dye my hair, Cant wait to see the guys again.

Recently a 15 year old boy was stabbed to death near where I live,
He was black and two men aged 38 and 25 drove by him in there car and rolled down the window and shouted racist slurrs at him, him and his friends didn't even retaliate, they just kept walking, and they followed that boy all the way to when he was almost at his fuckin house, He took all that shit from grown men, who probably didn't even have a job, nothing, losers, and because they didn't get a rise out of him they got out and stabbed him to death...they even laughed as he lay there dying.

Now what the fuck are you supposed to do?
Do you say something? stand up and try fight back? No because they'll get out and stab you.
So do you take it all, say nothing, hope they'll go away, go home and feel humiliated, then if thats the case if there not gettin a rise out of you it's gonna annoy them more and they'll stab you?
What can you do?
and the worst part is....nothing can ever stop this?
I feel sick about this.

I hope that when they go to prison
They get tortured for the rest of there days, I hope they get emotionally, mentally and physically scared for life.

He was just a kid.


If my man was fighting
Some unholy war
I would be behind him
Straight shook up beside him
With strength he didn't know
It's you I'm fighting for
He can't lose with me in tow
I refuse to let him go
At his side and drunk on pride
We wait for the blow

We put it in writing
But who you writing for
Just us on kitchen floor
Justice done,
Reciting my stomach standing still
Like you're reading my will
He still stands in spite of what his scars say
I'll battle till this bitter finale
Just me, my dignity and this guitar case

Hello Monroe has gotta go! :(

Went to see Home Star Runner last night, was amazin as usual.
Sean is flawless in everything he does on stage.
So good to see Jay and Tris,
Tris fits in so well to home star too, he is so talented.
Home Star have always had the best of the best with drummers

I crowd surfed for the first time in my life too, One second I'm standing watching
the gig and the next thing I know I'm airbourne and getting thrown around by sweaty men.

A really talented guy Called Seanie Cahill took this, he knows what he's doing with that camera, check out his Flickr
http://www.flickr.com/photos/iseanie

Had a great time with my friends, Me and Nicky almost on the floor laughing doing our hand gestures we make up.....you have to be there

Today me and Sean bought some DVD's and had had a duvet day and shared the one dinner, the one drink, the one cup of tea, We never get anything in two's we share everything..I find this kind of cute haha.

Of course no ones life is ever plain sailing
So Charlie, our band manager has found an Irish band with a similar name to ours...way too similar, So we gotta change it.

It's not that much of a big deal but its a pain in the bum bum since we all loved that name Charlie included, We'll find a new name soon enough, oh well, I guess this was all ment to happen for a reason.

Who are you to say what I deserve
When you got nothin on me,
Boy you've got a nerve
Why you gotta get in my way

Get out my face with your ideals
So out of touch are you for real
You're talkin but I'm walking away
Away

Say Goodbye
You try to bring me down
but I'm leaving you behind
Take your time
If you're as good as you think
then I guess that you'll be fine
Why dontcha pick yourself up
instead of puttin me down
If you've been at it for years
why are you still around
Say goodbye
You try to bring me down but I'm leaving you behind

BLINK!

Today I'm going to a Home Star Runner gig in Crawdaddy
Havnt seen them in so long!
Cant wait to see Sean rock out, He's very cute
So excited to see Thris there new drummer live, and i miss jay havnt seen him in so long!

Other news
Sean got me a blink ticket!
I've never seen them before so this is gonna be great!
And the rest of my band is coming over from England to see them too
We are gonna have a party in my little house!

I'm so excited to have them on my turf for once haha.

I'm eating Rashers made by Muffin....yes that is her name!
She makes a good fry

AND NOW TO WORK OUT!
damn!

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling and your pictures are falling down

The steps that I retrace the sad look on your face
The timing and structure did you hear he fucked her?
A day late a buck short I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now

and it'll happen once again I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up