Can't hold me down

It's been so long since I've updated this, I've been son busy with the band, modelling, college, work and designing actually. I've started making my own dresses, shorts and top and loaaads of head pieces, this all came about when i realised since I'm gonna need all the money I can get for this year I'm gonna have to save on the clothes, TOPSHOP LEAVE ME ALONE! haha.

So I'll update you with my news

Went back to England so Hello Monroe can record our EP and we are so so happy with it, We recorded with Matty O' Grady who has recorded some of my favourite bands, including You Me At Six, so it was so good to work with him, We had a bad experience over there but I'm not ready to talk about that, Its over and done with no and everything has been so so good since.

We have a busy year ahead of us!

I'm doing really well in college, I cant believe it since I'm missing so much time, there great about it though, since its all for music!

Modelling, is slow, because I have no interest in it, referring back to an old blog about a girl giving me inside info, I met her again, she claims she's a suicide model, How many of those is there haha, she tells me about people who want to work with me and then behind my back she criticizes everything i do wrong in my pictures, To be quite honest, I'd rather be making up the scenario's for pictures instead of acting them out, But ah girls will be girls i guess, I don't mind though, I love hearing her tell me things and then say the opposite the next day haha.
But i will model if I'm asked...sure what else would I be doing haha.

Today I got a lovely surprise!
I went to work hungover, didn't want to leave Sean as he was giving me a lovely cuddle, so the day started off bad, and I had a crap day in work, and then I came home to be told me and Sean are on the guest list for You Me At Six, I was so happy!
Canterbury are amazin and you should check em out, you can download there album for free off there website.

I'm having such a good time right now!

You're not on my things to do,
cos I've already done you.
And I am protective, it's so cute,
but only when it suits you.
Is this all in vein?
Can these words explain

Desperate minds mean desperate measures
You've got to get this one together
You're young and in love
That should be enough.

At least you'll have nice thoughts of me,
when I am cheating on you
In your dreams.
I've told you before my closet's clean,
and that these bones dont belong to me.
Try this one for size,
try me one more time.
You hold me down
by keeping me around.