I'm actually Massacring you in my head!

Its about 5:30 in the morning and i cant sleep, when I'm up this late my mind goes wild and i cant help but think about the mistakes i made, or things with my life, or conflict with people

I never take people's warnings, I always have to find out for myself what a person is like and I'll make my own judgement then, Unfortunately for me I have the worst judge of character
I could meet Hitler tomorrow and be like "Ah he's a lovely bloke isn't he?"

I have trusted good and bad people
But your not always gonna get someone who respects your trust
I have put my time and efforts into projects and people and had my time wasted
and even worse.
The thing that gets me the most is, I can never have your average conflict with people
It can never be like "ah it didn't work out with me and him" or "those people just ain't my cup of tea"
NO it has to be done to death to the point where I'll never regain what i had with these people again
and at the same time I know these people where never for me, This is why we are not friends and theres a reason they all hang around together, so they can be cunts together
It goes back to that whole "Everything happens for a reason" shite
It's just shit that you actually have to go through.

In one breath I wanna try end all the conflict i have and get along with these people, then in the next breath i want to kick them all to death coz they've annoyed me that much, But then that's silly because unfortunately Life isn't all getting along with everyone, theres always gonna be someone who doesn't like you

and my advice to whoever is reading this...because you will have experienced someone not liking you, or falling out with people
If you look at the past, accept it and move on, these people wont phase you anymore
and if that's not enough keep all the physical abuse you want to give them in a mental format haha

My little message to the people i hate but have to deal with seeing is
Just hope ya's know that when I'm smiling at you, nodding at you...I'm actually Massacring you in my head! Hehe!
:)



Did you know that there are people in the world
Annoyed with all the other people in the world
And of all these angry people in the world
I am the angriest boy

When I was spat unto the earth in a stream of guts
My mother nature that green eyed slut
I wasn't the first to get forced from her cunt
One to whom I still shall stay stuck.
Staring from a cradle my eyes take in
The baby speak of my brain-dead kin
The goo-goo goggles reflecting the grin
of a chub-faced alien anekatips.com

Well if you think I'm being harsh,
Well baby keep on counting stars

Cause I hate everyone,
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
Upon this cursed earth

Then I grew a few hairs where the sun don't shine
Packed me in a classroom to count the time
Studying the history of mens mind
Chasing tail and committing hate crimes
Recipe Girl with the gas-guzzlers
Forced myself to fall in love with her
She so strung out, she swore it never occurred
The honky king when back on his word

The next one did the same
The blind leading the lame
Together now
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
Upon this cursed earth

I hate actors who seem genuine
i hate my ex girlfriend, though she's feminine
I hate the figure with the denim shink
I hate everyone
I hate the hospital in texas
I hate the rapper in the lexus
I hate the pills I ate for breakfast

I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone

Cause, Admired in hypocrisy (ow)
Yet I'm still down with J.C (hey)
I guess that everyone includes me
And that's why I'm an humanist