90's

haven't updated this in a while, my last blog was heavy, I've had quite a few reactions
all really really nice, one even went to the extremes of me changing there life and wanting to change there ways which was really amazing and unexpected.

Things have been great in my life, Me and Sean are together two years, feels like i know him years (that's a real cheesy thing to say isn't it?) I don't mean to be cheesy...but i love him more then Cheddar....................I'm sorry

My Grandad died from cancer on Sunday, he's of course in a better place now, which is comforting for my family after he was sick. RIP Grandad <3

Ya know the way fashion seems to repeat itself? I hope nothing from the 90's gets brought back, what the FUCK were we thinking? Nicky Dempsey and Alanna Mc Nally know about this all too well
1.Bubble jacket OR a Body warmer
2.Chinese inspired OR newspaper print Lycra sleeveless t-shirt
3.black slacks with a skirt attached to it OR a pair of tight army pants
4.Platforms...cheers for that one spice girls

and your hair has to have a billion butterfly clips in your braids or cornrows.
whats the story with all the inflatable gear, every house has an uncomfortable inflatable chair or inflatable chairs for your nokia 3210 phone.

Music was muck too, Aqua, vengaboys and Robbie Williams solo career. JESUS!

Going to England for a month or more from the 13th of July, Sean's on tour in England so hopefully I'll see him over there, We've been trying to spend as much time as possible since I'm gonna be gone alot and then tour in October and November.
I'm so excited for everything, still hasn't hit me yet that I have a band that is just perfect for me. Me and Rona couldn't be happier
We are going over for photoshoots, meetings, writing and recording and LOTS of rehearsals. YES!
Mini album is almost finished just 3 more songs to record, so glad college is done and dusted!

I'm singing at my manager from work's wedding which is an honour, I'm very flattered
I'm so excited for it, gonna wear my new shoes, there replica's from Sex and The City two

love them!



I can't get started from the part
Where I left off yesterday.
should have spent my time a little wiser.

I sat alone,
Guilty it seemed,
Waiting for words to come
From out of my head
Still making sense to anyone.

I can't wait to understand the reason,
I have yet to translate any meaning besides,
It's not worth it to try.
Get out
Get out.

Lock myself up in a room without a window,
Just to see if it was any easier to breathe.
I was wrong.

Never underestimate the daylight.
There, it's so much easier to breathe.

I can't wait to understand the reason,
And I've yet to translate any meaning,
Besides, it's not worth it to try.
Get Out.

I am not perfect

I haven't updated this in so long, I go in bouts of updates, but I really have been so busy
I'm officially finished college, I'm proud of myself I gotta say, So many things I never thought I could do, if you want something hard enough you can do it, its so cheesy but true.

Band is going so good I don't know where to start on news, We are lucky to have such an awesome manager.

One thing that triggered me to update this was when I was at a party and a girl was telling me a few things that was said about me by people I like

I would put this down to people not stopping and thinking for a second about what there saying and the purpose of saying it in the first place.

One thing I never cared about is what my friends or acquaintances more so do in there personal life, like people in this little music scene that I seem to hang around in. Some of them do crap things to there friends/boyfriends/girlfriends/band mates, but I don't care because were all here to have a good time, have fun

I'm not going on the whole "oh drama" shit because that inevitable in a group of people our age, but what gets to me is that people seem to take what others do to heart and think less of that person

I however know a lot of stuff that I hear but would not think twice about it, sure as hell would never spread it because that's that persons private life and I like them for them regardless.

-I don't care about that one guy in that band who has never been faithful to his long term girlfriend and has sex with his fans.

-I don't care about that one guy who has naked pictures of his girlfriends best friend on his computer.

-I don't care about that one guy getting that 17 year old pregnant and never telling his girlfriend.

-I don't care about that one girl who had sex with too many guys in bands.

-I don't care about that one girl who makes up pointless white lies.

-I don't care about that one girl who does coke.

-I don't care about that one guy who is never at home with his kid.

-I don't care about that one guy who comes on to every girl he sees.

-I don't care about that one girl who gives her knickers to boys as a keepsake.

-I don't care about that one guy in that band who is a "social climber" to get his band somewhere

-I don't care about that one guy who fucks all his band mates girlfriends.

-I don't care about that one girl who plays mind games with boys and then goes off with his best mate.

I don't care about ANY of this shit, I hear it, I see it, But I know these people are growing, learning, making mistakes, and I know that they are good people inside, they are all nice regardless what you hear about them.
The point of this is people need to be more forgiven about mistakes other people do
as
1.Its not your business
2.You make mistakes too
3.No one is perfect
4.You wouldn't like it if you had stuff going around about you

Obviously I'm not naming names, but if your in this little group you will most definitely know who these people are, I'm hardly out and I know all these stories.
All I'm saying is no one should care what people do in their private life, just live your own.

Still Stranded

Yeeep, Still stranded, were hopin we'll get our flight home on Wednesday, but I cant see that going ahead.
The Millionaires are stranded here too so we had a Party in Charlies house last night
we were wasted, it was fun, we danced to cheesy music, They are like 3 little dolls, they are very sweet, took my mind off missing home for a bit

we all went shoppin today...I went window shopping coz i have hardly any money left
This is draining all of us, its really frustrating.

I have no other news then that
SOME ONE RESCUE ME AND DROP ME OFF AT SEANS HOUSE! :(

Here's some of our pictures any way
We got pretty confused in this lol

STRANDED!

I'M STRANDED!!!
haha well...no not really
Me and Rona cant get our flight home because its cancelled due to the Volcanic ash
(someone needs like a really big ladder to get up into the sky with a hoover)
so we could be over here for another week, this is not good
yeah we could get some work done, maybe get a photoshoot in there or something
but I'm in my final year in college and I have a job, I need to be earning money and doing exams

So i think the photoshoots and the rest of recording has got to wait
I think were gonna try get a ferry, so please god it wont be booked up
Runnin out of clean clothes and money.
Its really nice out today I think I might wander around London

and one more thing, coz i cant resist
I MISS SEAN SO MUCH! AAAAHHHH!
ok..gayness on the internet over!




now you told me on a sunday
that it wasn't ganna work
i tried to cry myself to sleep
cause it was supposed to hurt

we stand next to the fire
as the flame was burning out
i know what you were thinking
before you say it aloud

don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not even breaking
you're not worth the time that this is taking

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie
oh
everytime you lie

i woke up the next morning
with a smile on my face
and a long list of gentlemen
happy to take your place
much classier less trashier
then who you prove to be

how longs it ganna take before
you see that shes no me
oh no

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie

and i no way?
will be feeling no more embrace?
that's the price you pay
for your mistake
goodye to ??

so don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not ganna listen

and i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie
ooh
everytime you lie

don't say you're sorry
ooh yeah
don't say you're sorry
oooh

the truth is all that i can feel
everytime you lie

Things just couldn't be better

I am currently in Wales working with our new producer, writing and recording songs is so fun
I love spending all this time with Rona, It's a really cool change of pace from the last band I was in
This time Its a band with my best friend and I can say what I want and do what I want. I Fight Crime was so fun though, I loved it, Just didn't work out, I came into a band of people who were already best friends, kinda awkward, but they are all nice guys. Love Marko, he's hilarious!



Today is so good, its so sunny out and im sittin here in Dowd's (our producer) house, cuddlin on the couch with Rona,
were hungover from the night before and were full from our KFC breakfast haha.
We've been working hard then going out and getting wasted with great people. I love Wales so much I'm pretty sure I'd move here and be happy.
Last night was wild (a word they use over here alot haha)
We went to a pop punk club and they played the best music, they played Alive with the glory of love by Say Anything, me and Rona nearly had a seizure when we heard it haha. We danced our faces off, then walked back and tried preventin a row with a ginger punk who thought he was so badass, it was just really funny. Everyone seems to love our accents here with is gas, coz my accent especialy is gross..fuckin Blanchardstown <3

The track we're working on is almost one of our favourites,we gotta record another one tomorrow..or later, not too sure.
All I've been doing since i got here is eat and drink rubbish, dorritos, chocolate desserts, KFC, chinese, wine, southern comfort, cherry coke, you name it, if its got more then 500 calories in it, Its in my belly, the thing is..I lost weight since i got here...how did that happen? I have a good metabolism i guess haha.

So the message I want to put across today is
I love my life, I am having so much fun
Things just couldn't be better


Things just Couldn't be better
Dont lie, i dont need this
i wish i was a liar so i could just deny what i'm seeing
why wont you say what you mean

You dont know what i'm thinking
so dont pretened your reading my mind
you dont know what im feelin inside
why cant you mean what you say

WHATCHA ON ABOUT
tellin me ya need me
I dont believe it
WHATCHA ON ABOUT
tellin me ya need me
I'll bottle it up and tell myself
THINGS JUST COULDN'T BE BETTER

Thing

Telephone!

Spending the night with Rona, I always alwaaays have the best laugh with her.
Tonight we recorded a cover of Telephone by Lady GaGa and Beyonce, we recorded it in her bathroom haha.



Today has been really good
Played piano all morning,
went and recorded vocals for a bands ep, I've never heard of them till now
there called Remove The Oxygen
there really really good and so nice.

I cooked Rona a nice meal, because I'm a good wife like that
Then we watched 500 days of summer, Broke my fuckin heart haha.

Thats all really
I'm boring today
zzzz


CHECK OUT OUR COVER!
MWAAH!


Sit tight, I'm going to need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat

And I believe
This may call for a proper introduction
And well, don't you see?
I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause! Applause! No, wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe
This may call for a proper introduction
And well, don't you see?
I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives